Today I added the word qlol to WikiPedia to see if will become more popular. Essentially, well over a year ago, in rant 128 we were discussing the fact that people don't really laugh out loud when they say "lol".. they just type it. So, we coined the term "qlol" to indicate that while we may be laughing, we're doing it very quietly. I've been pushing this around to various friends and some of them have started using it on a regular basis, so now I'd like to conduct an experiment to see if others will pick up on it and start using it. Let the games begin!

Here's a little something I made up after some recent grocery shopping expeditions.

Shopping at the store, gonna get a lot of peaches
Peaches come in a jar
They were put there by Thailand
Shipped to my town
And if I had money to pay
I'd eat peaches everyday

Grailing or more accurately, Holy Grailing is a time-honored
pasttime where one quests for the Holy Grail. There is a lot of
different stories concerning this grail, and while no one can agree on
what it looks like, everyone agrees that it is lost and that "you'll
know it when you see it."

No one knows where the grail is, which means that it can be
anywhere. Additionally, no one knows if the grail is stationary or
mobile. These facts make Grailing a sport that one can participate in
at any time, at any place, with any number of people. I personally
like to go Grailing around town or out in the woods. I occasionally
will wear a boonie cover while I am Grailing, but it is not required.
In fact, there are almost no requirements for Grailing, and it can be
incorporated into just about any other activity.

Don't be fooled by the so-called "Grail Experts" because quite
frankly, they haven't found the grail either, so they are in no position to
offer advice. If you're thinking of taking up the sport of Grailing
(more of a hobby or an ongoing quest really), the best thing to do is
just to have fun with it and enjoy the sport. As Mark Twain said in
A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur's Court: Every year
expeditions went out holy grailing, and next year relief expeditions
went out to hunt for them. There was worlds of reputation in it, but
no money.

Got this from Kristin

The Weekend.

I wrote about this weekend in an email first, and then slightly
edited it for public consumption.

Friday Chris and Jess came down. We were headed for Hoss' before
picking up Robin, but the line was long so we went to Ed's instead
(Friday night fish fry). Usually, when a place has a fish fry, it's all
pretty much made up and ready to go. Chris and I ordered the fish fry,
Jess ordered steak. It took about 30 minutes for the food to arrive --
Jess's steak was a bit cold, and our fish was warm (showing us what had
just gotten cooked). The fish was horrible... slimy inside, falling
apart... never again. The waitress was real nice though and recognized
the three of us from the last time they came down.

Anyways, after that we picked up Robin and went to Comedy night.. John
was, per custom, an hour late. He missed the first comedian entirely.
The comedians were from Philly, and (although they didn't reveal this
until the very end of the show) a husband/wife team. The husband (Brian
Shecky) revealed this at
the end. He did this as part of a joke, but I am actually taking the
joke out of this in order to maintain a certain PG-13 rating on this
site.

We dropped Robin off after that (she had to work at 8am), went back to
the shop and watched Kronk's New Groove.. it was funny.. there was
couple singing parts they probably could have done without. Some good
lines. Kronk at one point had secretaries named Tina and Marge (always
getting their names mixed up). As he was loosing everything (including
the secretaries) he stood at the balcony and said "Do not cry for me
Marge and Tina." You might have to say it out loud to get it.

Next morning I had a few customers picking up/dropping off/paying bills
(nice as always). We played Monopoly and I seriously won that. I
started off purchasing a couple railroads and one of the utility
companies. Then they started purchasing real properties. I purchased
the other utility off of Chris for $300 and then his very next roll, he
landed on it and ended up paying me back $120. Then, I proceeded to
roll the dice, advancing to community chest, chance, free parking, my
own properties the rest of the game, as they kept landing on my stuff.
They built houses, I skipped right past them. Finally I started
getting property and they would land on that. It was completely
ridiculous... I owned like 6 spots and had about $3000, whereas they
were just barely over a grand and owned everything else. Chris landed
on that one utility company he sold me over 6 times, rolling high number
every time.

At 5, I went and picked up Robin (her brother started working on
replacing the brakes on her car the week before new years, and the whole
thing is turning into the never-ending project.. an entirely different
saga of ordering the wrong parts, shipment delays, improper tools,
busting a line... it's ridiculous) and some subs for everyone and
returned to the shop. John had arrived with his new date Reanna and for
some reason they had changed plans from playing Clue to watching a
movie, so we watched Kiss the Girls (which was actually quite good).
There's a scene where one woman is in the hospital, systems shutting
slowly shutting down and they don't know what's wrong. Morgan Freeman
(playing a forensics psychologist) asks to borrow the Physician's Desk
Reference and figures out what she was infected with. It reminded me of
in the Princess Bride where the prince sniffs a glass of wine and
goes "Iocane powder.. I'd stake my life on it. It's a colorless,
orderless, tasteless drug." Everyone got a kick out of that.

After the movie, we finally did play clue. That was definitely a blast,
and with 6 of us, it took almost an hour. Then, it was off to Denny's
for snacks and fun. I took some pictures there, but my camera was doing
its fuzzy thing again. Basically if you turn it on and the lens doesn't
come out on its own, they come out fuzzy. Turning it on and off seems
fix it -- for now. I might be in the market for a new camera sometime
soon. After that, took Robin home and called it a night.

And to wrap up the weekend, went to church Sunday, gave two guys a ride
back to Bedford, then met back up with Chris and Jess, and we kidnapped
Adam. I snuck up to him and grabbed him as Chris peeled up in the
Impala, and then I went to open the back door, it was locked, so Chris
had to unlock the door, then I opened it and threw Adam in. We went to
Denny's for breakfast, Chris and Jess went home after that, and Adam is
here checking email/chatting online.

I think I've become addicted. It started out with a busted lip a few months ago, which led to constant chapped lips. So I started using chapstick. I kept using it because my lower lip kept splitting back open whenever it chapped. So I moved up to "Carmex" which helped, but not enough. Then I stepped up even further a couple weeks ago to "White Petoleum Jelly". I can't stop using this stuff. My skin absorbs it like a white shirt absorbs a permanent marker. What's worse is that I have to keep using it because I still have a small remnat of that split lip. It's almost healed, and the healing process started once I stared using the wpj, but soon it will be healed, and I wonder if I will be able to stop then?!? Ai yai yai!

The year drew to a close, and so does this saga. I don't have my family's Christmas pictures gathered together yet, but the rest of December's is up for viewing.

Some have asked me about New Year's Resolutions. I rarely make them, because I make resolutions all the time. This year though, I decided to make one, but I've actually started it well before the end of the year. I want to remove those things in my life that seperate me from God (bad habits, ways of thinking, etc). One of the big things that God has laid on my heart in 2005 has been sexual purity. While I may be physically pure, my mind is far from it, and I intend to change that in the here and now. I'd also like committ more time to reading the Bible, studying God's word. Beyond that, I am believing in making my business profitable in the first 3 months of this year. I want to have all of the bills paid and current (not just the important bills), with a surplus in the bank. These are currently my main goals for 2006.

What's been hapenning since the 30th? I ended up going down to a bar in Hopewell after all. John and myself are in dispute about the name. He calls it "Steele's Bar", and everyone I know calls it "Lisa's Bar", but neither of us looked at the sign when we were down there. Anyways, we played pool, ate hot dogs, watched the ball drop, and had a great time. Robin and I are hitting things off quite well. She is proving herself to be a well-rounded, emotionally stable, intelligent individual. She's also a tomboy which is absolutely fantastic (she is however, rumored to pull a Cinderalla act from time to time, which could be interesting as well).

Yesterday and today I managed to catch-up with Adam and hang out a bit, which was good because with both of us being busy recently we haven't really been able to.

And finally, next Friday is Comedy night, I've got friends coming in from as far off as Pittsburgh, and from as close as Everett. Saturday, I want to get some activity together, either watching movies or playing board/card games. It turns out that quite a few of my knuckles are busy on Saturday, but there should be enough of us to have a good time. Contact me if you're interested.

The saga of the season continues... So I went down to Kristin's the
last two days. Originally, I had an invite to go visit April, and the
bulk of my time was going to spent visiting her, with a visit to Kristin
in the midst of it. Kristin herself warned me that she was pretty busy,
but wanted me to visit. Then, April dropped off the face of the
planet, and I had to change my plans to visit Kristin and stay until
plans were made with April. No big deal. On the drive down, I get
message from April with a new number. I call it, we talk, we discuss
visiting her. Then I have to hang up because I'm about to do some
complicated Maryland merging manuevers and I wanted to devote my full
attention to it. I do this, I call her back.. busy signal. Later, I
try again... busy signal. Ok, I say, let her call me back when she is
off the phone.

I get to Kristin's, Emma is asleep and Kristin is cleaning up her
room. I sit, she cleans, we talk... all is good. Emma wakes up, we
play, we visit, Emma goes to sleep, we go to the movies, we come back,
Kristin goes to sleep, I get on the phone. I get ahold of April -- her
phone was off the hook all day. We discuss meeting up the next day in
the afternoon (say around 3pm). I am to call her to get directions and
confirm a time. Ok, good.

Kristin is out pretty much the entire day the next day (I was
warned about this), but her Dad takes me to the auto parts store in
search of a piece for my muffler. I guess I should mention that the
muffler on my car, the one I paid > 500 USD to replace last year (and
didn't drive for 10 months) broke on the drive down and I had to tie it
up. Well, I was unsuccessful in fixing my muffler, but I think this
part has a lifetime warranty (Advanced Auto sells it with a lifetime
warranty for $100). Anwyays, I get some good tv watching time in, and
attempt to call April, but no answer on either phone.

Kristin returns, we socialize for a bit, and I return home. During
all this time, April did not make one attempt to call me. I'm kinda
ticked at her about that. It wasn't fair to me, and it wasn't fair to
Kristin/Kristin's family either -- playing hostess for two days to
someone that originally was only planning to be there part of one. Ai
yai yai!

Ok, currently I'm looking for plans for New Year's Eve. I'm not
planning to get drunk, and I'm not planning to do "gaming"
(role-playing) like some of my friends are either. I need to be able to
take Robin, who already cancelled one plan on the premise that I already
had plans for both of us (which I did at the time -- they fell through).
There is a quote from Rugrats where Stu says "Because I've lost control
of my life." -- I feel a bit like that after the last few days. Don't
get me wrong... a lot of good things have been happening, and only a few
annoyances here and there, but some of those annoyances are affecting
friends of mine (perhaps more than me, or maybe it's all in my head),
so... yeah. If I can't find suitable plans by tomorrow, the goal is to
create my own plans and host a movie night. The big issue is that I
have no way to watch the ball drop, which seems to be integral to the
entire new years group experience. I suppose we could do our own ball
dropping ceremony though.

Another day of Xmas gone by. Yesterday I went over to visit the family
for our Christmas and there were all told about 15 of us gathered for
the eating of food, exchanging of gifts, and catching up of events.

A few memories that stand out in my mind:
• The kids all in one room having their "mini" family reunion, all
  talking excitedly about what they got for Christmas, what they've
  been doing, and where they recently moved. Justin picking up
  Madeline and swinging her around, hugs exchanged... if I had a video
  camera, that would have been captured.
• Earlier Justin (of 9 years, I think) rushing into the house
  excitedly carrying a 6-pack of assorted alchoholic beverages.
• Everyone gathered around Manda with a various drinks in their
  hands as Lisa helped her with the syringe... I'll leave all of you
  guessing on that one.
• All the kids playing Chicken Limbo and Twister, Manda, Justin
  and Shawn playing Twister (Shawn won on account of Manda
  cheating).

I took several pictures with my phone, but I don't have the cable yet
to transfer them to my computer, and it costs some amount of money to
email them to my computer (as well as a lot of button pushing, time
waiting for them to transmit), so you will have to wait on those. I'm
also attempting to gather the family's collection of photos (multiple
people, multiple cameras) and post them. During the course of the day,
my phone's battery died and I was out of contact with the world.

Went to Robin's house again and was there till just about 1am. I
arrived home about 15 minutes later or so, feeling generally in a good,
happy-go-lucky mood. And why not? This has been one of the most stress
free Christmas seasons I've had since I was a kid, I've been feeling
good about the way my business has been picking up (even if I'm still a
bit impatient and have spells of fustration), I just had two fun days
with friends and family, things are going good. So, I arrive home and
check my answering machine. A friend of mine is on there, has been
trying to get ahold of me most of the night, and sounded close to tears.
I suddenly feel like the worst person in the world. To make matters
worse, it's almost half past one in the morning, if I call her house, I
wake up parents, her cell phone doesn't work in the house... what do I
do? I im her, then I try her cell phone to no avail. I replay the
message and feel even worse.

So the next morning I give her a call and talk. Apparently, things
are not so bad as I had made them out to be. I played her message for
her and she was a bit surprised "Oh my.. I sound like I'm going to cry!"
she remarks, while laughing. So I feel a little bit better about that. It's still true
that if she had needed me, I would have been out of reach, but that's
life. No one can be available to everyone all of the time, and that
includes random phone calls. All's well that ends well. (Or course,
that is not to say that the ends justify the means.)

On a side note, I should explain that other people use the term
urbanite. My use of the word is pretty much my own definition -- it may
overlap other definitions
in some ways, but not truly match my viewpoint of an urbanite. Along
these lines, Kristin did not like me referring to her as an urbanite. I
pointed out that I really said that she "has urbanite tendencies", which
she did have to agree with. I guess I can concede that she has "rural"
tendencies as well and is stuck somewhere in the middle. But I stick by
what I wrote earlier, with one caveat. While it may seem like I'm
labelling people, I think of it more as "attributing". So if I
attribute someone as a party-goer, I might also attribute them as a
"4.0 gpa academic type" elsewhere.

Continuing with my holdiay season, I'm heading down to Maryland for a
few days tomorrow. Nothing really defined, but sometimes that works out
better.

Ok, let's see.. to address an email sent to me, yes I am aware of the
spam infection on the guestbook. I have plans to a) block the spam, and
b) implement a comment system in the main page. I'm just very lazy
about it.

Ok, now for today's events (journal like for now, but then I plan to
get more rant-like later in the post.

1. First off, went to Church this morning at 10am. It was decent
   service, but it was a bit sparse, which surprised me. I thought that
   the Christmas morning service was going to be fuller than usual, but I
   thought about and most families don't have a tradition built up of
   going to Church on Christmas morning, because it's not every year the
   the 25th of December falls on a Sunday. I'm sure some genius/looser
   out there has probably figured out a nifty formula to tell me just how
   often this actually happens (without giving it a moment's thought, I'd
   say 'every seven years, allowing for fudging with that leap year
   catastrophe', but I would be wrong).
2. Next up, went to Greg's house to drop off their card, give Alanna
   (almost definately spelled wrong) a stuffed snake of interesting
   origins, and to see Samareh Akilah Morse, the newest edition to the
   Morse clan, born December 8th, 2005.
3. I arrived in Bedford around 2:30pm to visit the Clarke's for their
   after-Christmas festivities, which basically involved a buffet style
   brunch and light conversation. There was a mini-crisis going on with
   one member of the family, but because of privacy and since it wasn't
   what they would classify as a "big deal", I will shy away from the
   specifics. Also, I would like to point out that veggie tales have some
   funny holiday music, even if you are 24 years old.
4. I left there around 3:30 to go to Robin's house (second meeting
   with Robin, first visit to the house) for her family's xmas dinner. We
   had a good time and I definately feel quite comfortable with her and
   her family. I ended up staying till almost midnight having
   conversation and watching television stuff. We made some indefinate
   plans for later this week, once we all figure out just what it is we
   are doing anyways. I do have a prior commitment to visit some friends out. I was going to attempt to make it during the week instead of New
   Year's weekend. I don't want to make plans to go out to the bar scene
   this year. I'm pretty well done with the bar scene (now, if you're
   talking about playing pool, or getting a bite to eat at a bar, that's a
   different story. But going out to go out and drink is no longer fun
   for me).

Ok, so while I was composing this entry in my mind, I came up with a
quasi-philosphical/psychological question for myself to answer -- I'm
not even sure exactly what I'm asking, so this is my way of working it
out. Basically, the idea is that if something is immediately
recognizable to you, very familiar, can it mean as much as something
that you don't recognize, but must learn to understand? That seems a
bit vague, so here's some examples.

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I had the same wallet for about 8 years. The thing was beat up,
falling apart, money placed inside it got wrinkled, it didn't hold any
of my cards properly, but I really liked it. I decided I would keep it
until it became pretty much physically impossible to use it as a wallet
anymore. I knew it inside and out, I put up with its problems, and it
was a part of me. When I lost it recently, I searched high, I searched
low. Even after admitting it lost forever, I still held out hope of
finding it again, and eventually I did. However, when given a new,
very nice wallet for xmas, I got rid of the old wallet. So while I
thought I cared for the old wallet greatly, when something new
presented itself, something I am still "adjusting too" in some ways, I
moved on. This is a bad example because the fact that the new wallet
was a gift made it much more special than something that I had
purchased on the spur of the moment 8 years ago.

I am used to a certain type of gloves -- leather work gloves/shells, and the
occasional knitted inserts. I can pretty much interchange between many
different sytles of these gloves, so long as they are instantly
recognizable to me. You could say that I don't have loyalty to a pair
of gloves because I can just as easily move on to another pair that
seem close enough. However, if someone were to buy me a pair of nice
leather gloves, or some other style outside of what I'm used to, they
would most likely just find their way to a box. This is a pretty good
example, but not close enough.

Joseph Grizone (hopefully spelled right) rights a series of books
about a man named Joshua living in modern times. Essentially, it is
Jesus come again as a simple carpenter, affecting small towns out in
the middle of nowhere. In the first book (aptly entitled "Joshua"),
Joshua gets hired by two different churches to make a statue. For the
first Church, he makes a sculpture of Jesus washing Peter's feet. For
the second, he makes a sculpture of Peter standing in full power and
authority. The pastors of each church arrive to pick up their statues,
coincidentally arriving at the same time. The pastor for the first
church, dressed in an expensive suit, immediately goes to the statue of
Peter in full power and authority. The other pastor, dressed in a more
casual attire, goes to the other statue. They each immediately
recognized the message in each statue. They actually had gone to the
wrong statue for their church. Joshua told them that if they paid the
amount agreed upon for the statue he carved, and then wanted to switch
statues, that was up to them. The pastors agreed and did so. A few
weeks later, the pastors called each other up. Since their statue had
very familiar message to them, it fit in too well in their respective
church and conveyed nothing. So they switched the statues back and
because the message of the statues weren't quite as familiar, it had
more power and presence in the mind of the congregation. This is a
counterpoint to the last example.

Additionally, I want to touch on two different type of people, one I'm
familiar with instantly, the other I'm not. I'm talking of what I call
"urbanites" and "rural types". I'm not saying either one is better or
worse than the other. I'm mostly familiar with the rural types. With
rural types, you go in, they don't apologize about the mess (unless
they don't know you), and you don't even notice the mess. Your first
couple times, you're offered a drink, food, etc... After that, you're
offered refreshments when you arrive, but you are more than welcome to
the fridge. Mi Casa Es Su Casa. I something think of this as function
over form. Urbanites are just as friendly, but the word "proprieties"
comes into play more often. During the course of your visit, your well
being and status will be checked on often, as well as your desire for
refreshments. This is perhaps even more polite than the rural types
who might only ask if you want something while they happen to be in the
kichen area. Being accustomed to "rural types", I feel out of place
when someone who is not necessarily getting something for themselves
asks if I want something from the other room. I can simply go fetch
for myself and offer to grab something for them (goes back to Mi Casa
Es Su Casa) while I'm at it. If I say "yes, I'd like a glass of water"
and they get it for me, especially if they're not getting anything for
themselves, I feel a bit like a jerk, while they're feeling that
they're being a good host(ess) to get this for me in their house. If I
say "no", then I would feel ackward getting a drink 5 minutes later.
Also, I know all this in my logical brain, but logic often squares off
with emotions. Conversely, if an urbanite is visiting me, I offer free
reign over my fridge, but I feel the need to act urbanite, lest they
think me rude for not offering them something to drink an hour after
the first question goes by. Because.. I also know that they're not
comfortable going into my fridge, looking through my drawers for a
spoon, or peering into my cabinets.

Finally, it's easy to see that I don't understand these "urbanites"
that well, and might feel somewhat out of place among their dwellings.
My sister Lisa married an urbanite and adopted the urbanite lifestyle.
My friend Kristin comes from an urbanite family, and is fairly urbanite
herself, but I have put her in 'rural type' settings and she enjoys
herself, making me think that she could potentially convert (but
probably won't, especially if she has no reason to). My other friend
April is fairly urbanite to my eyes, but seems out of place in 'rural
type' environments. So (while I'm not thinking so much about Kristin
or April when I ask this, they're just examples), I wonder which type
would be a better match for me? Immediately, the rural type is the
most familiar, the easiest to start a relationship with, and would be
the most straightforward. A relationship with an urbanite takes longer
to get accustomed to, would have many ackward starts, and would require
a great deal more work to get to the same level you would achieve with
the familiar type. Which would mean more to me in the long run
though?

The answer is of course that it all depends on the individual and
you can't tell if a relationship is going to work based off a label
that you made up. That is the plain and simple truth, but I definately
enjoyed pondering the question, and I will ponder it still because my
answer doesn't actually directly answer the question.

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